I miss you.

I've had time to relax this weekend and clear my mind. To live, to laugh, to love, and everything there is in between.

I've had time to think, to reflect, to acknowledge that I miss you. A lot, perhaps more than I should.

But that's okay right now. I'm certainly not asking you to wait, to hold on to something as fleeting as a relationship at our age, but I am happy for what we had.

It was beautiful, wonderful, exciting, inspiring. I should've written a book about you. Time flies much too quickly when you're having fun.

This is my first step. In what direction? Apart. It doesn't make sense that this is hitting me now, but it is. I guess when you're busy, you don't actually process things like you should.

I truly wish the best for you. It'll be a while before I care about a girl as much as you.

With love.

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